snowy monday.

All around a good day. I woke up a bit depressed but still got myself to the gym. I didnt enjoy yoga the way I usually do due to my mood but realized that I would have felt worse if I did not go so that's a plus. I did some cardio after that and finished The Help. 1 book down, 49 to go (for the year of 2011). I had therapy and let's just say weight exposure is not fun. It isnt a fun experience hearing your weight in a room with your therapist and her intern. I love them both but it's just...shaming for me. Somehow when talking about my weight and the thoughts that came up, we got to my childhood so I am seeing where the weight manipulation is coming into play.

I stopped by Half Price Books and dont even remember the name of the book I got. That reminds me, I also have to order my Fairburn book for CBT-E. Just what I want to spend my money on. I do know once I read it, it will be interesting. I need to get on that before L kicks my ass for not having it.

I met up with Sam and Molly at Caribou for $1 dark roast medium Mondays :) Sat and talked for about and hour and then I went out into the snow and got ingredients for soup (beans, sweet potato, carrot, lime, onion, garlic, tomatoes..) I also got spinach for a salad. A came over and helped me cook and picked up Easy A on the way because I wanted to see it. It got such praise by peers and I didnt find it all that great.

Peter left today for the Army. Im sad. I am going to miss him a lot and I just get so scared. I know the odds are in his favor. More people survive in the Army than pass away but it is a very scary time and sad for all of us.

Tomorrow I have an appt, then meeting Bobbi for coffee and Ill probably go to the gym around that time.

Things I am not looking forward to, but need to do:
-fold laundry and do another load
-buy Fairburn book

My stomach hurts...fuck you sucralose.