recap 2010

The beginnings of new years are always exciting to me. There are so many possibilities and places to go. Two days before 2010 I was d/c from CFC and a lost wreck. Over the course of the year I have grown up. Am I still sick? Hell yes. Am I working harder than I ever have? Yes. I have taken on responsibility, I am fending for myself, and I know even though this is hard, I can handle it.

In 2010 I...
-solidified AMAZING relationships with the greatest people. Unfortunately the day we have been dreading is nearing. Peter is leaving for the Army on the 4th. Last night was really hard. I had a really hard time leaving the hotel, knowing I might not see him for a long time. One thing I will hold dear is when he looked at PJ and I and said, "You two are gorgeous. Dont ever stop."
-moved into my dream city. I live right by Lifetime, right by Caribou, the intersection of many major hwys and near all the city lakes. I love it. I have trouble with one roommate who is a dirty slob, but Ill get into that later.
-took my love for yoga into a deep, emotional, spiritual passion. I find myself when I am on my mat. I find peace in my soul. I can respect my body. This connection is something that is MINE. It is not tangible and cannot be taken away from me.
-felt intense love from my aunt and uncle. I always knew what great people they were, and this was confirmed one hundred times over.
-got a new job that I love doing.
-really expanded my horizons in regards to food. Living in Minneapolis is ideal for this. It is foodie heaven.
-gained weight.
-smiled the most since I have since probably high school.
-had sex with one person.
-SECURED my sobriety. I guard that like a mofo.
-deleted unhealthy people from my FB. awesome.
-learned I do not like soda as much as I thought I did.
-did not smoke a full cigarette. I got stressed probably twice and tried to smoke a cig and almost hacked up my lung so...

2010 was.