recap of the past few days

My life is a joke at times. I havent updated in a bit so here are a few main points.


*I had an amazing food day Monday. No sx use. I saw "The Dilemma." It was okay.
*I feel as though I am gaining, again. I swear to God...
*B & J teamed up against B at work (autistic) and have attempted to get him to do sexual things. Poor B does not understand that this isnt safe. He doesnt know better.
*The guy I like from 'bou apparently moved here for rehab. And would like a friends w/benefits situation. I always attract the winners. Im growing up though and respecting myself; I told him that would not be happening.
*A and I decided to hook up on Vday. Whatever. He was amazing and I still miss "him."

Seriously..omg...gaining. I swear to God I will go fucking crazy. I didnt workout Tuesday and actually for the whole month of Feb thus far I have been slacking. Time to kick it up a notch. Im going to go after work and then tomorrow after my L appt I will do some cardio and yoga at noon. I have Saturday off of work because my little sister has her dance performance. I am so excited. She also choreographed this year so it should be really fun to watch her.

Met up with Samantha yesterday. I love my Halfie. She is so amazing. I cannot wait until we can walk to the coffee shop together. We live less than a block away from each other. Im so excited for this summer with her. She is amazing.

My roommate N honestly says one word to me when I see her. Im fucking sick of her. She is a stuck up little cunt. Yes, yes she is. Excuse my language. I am going to talk to L tomorrow about it and see what she thinks. I know she will tell me to talk to her about it but honestly, I dont even want to go that far. If the stupid bitch wont talk to me, why the hell should I go as far as sitting down with her to talk? I hope she gets deported.