boring...

I went to Blick's today and got a new sketchpad. They do not have the oil pastels I like so I didnt get any. Ill have to go to Office Max I think.


I want spring. It is 32 and sunny here today. I drove w/my windows down.

Therapy was great today. We went over the past few days. It is rough man. Laura has all of my behaviors and thoughts written down right in front of her. She is seeing what I am eating, where I am, my thoughts and whether or not I am using any symptoms during the day. She looks at my weight every session..it is well, exposing. Laura and i have had a lot of issues over the years working together. At first, I was a stubborn teenager. She brought to light all the problems I had. I did not have a drinking problem. My life was fine I thought. It was hard (and still is at times) because she is so brutally honest. She will not accept any bullshit answer. She is BRILLIANT at what she is doing. She is highly respected at is feared by many patients. Now, it is funny to me that I was one of those her feared her and hated therapy. We laugh, she has a soft spot for me now. She is very invested in me and my recovery and it is quite a good feeling.