Today=awesome. I woke up around 7 to shower and get ready to go meet my friend Annie for a walk at Calhoun. We met at Caribou and walked the lake. it was so sunny and nice out. We parted ways and both went to appts. I had to go see Angela and Helene and when I walked in Molly was there. It was SO great to see her. I got so many hugs and smiles and I felt like I was somewhere I was really wanted. Molly said she is glad Im not done yet. She has seen me go through a lot. She has seen me at my ultimate worst. I told her about my slip yesterday and how I got myself back on track. She inspires me and motivates me so much. She has this radiance about her and she beams with fun. I want to be like her someday and I feel like Im one my way now. I wrote her a note and placed on her car after my sessions with Helene and Angela. Sessions with them went well. it was especially nice to see Angela and see how proud of me she was. Things with her were really rough before I left and now that I am willing things are so much better.

I went to half price books and got Choke and Diary. I got an Audio book for the drive. I came home and Dad and I went fishing. We caught about 10 that were worth keeping. I caught so many that fit in the palm of my hand and my Dad caught a bullhead, ew!

Manda called me on the way and I called her back. It was SO nice to hear her voice. I really missed her and didnt realize how much. Im meeting her tomorrow for lunch after I go to an AA meeting. Im also meeting with Tamar tomorrow at 9 and we are discussing whether or not it will work seeing her when Helene goes on maternity leave.

I love it here so much and at the same time I am missing Utah so much.